I do understand. Don't say nobody does. But, you need to look on both sides of the spectrum. Both your side, and hers. She's been going through a lot, and you've been going through a lot. I don't know exactly why she blocked you, cause she didn't tell me everything, but I know for sure it isn't entirely your fault. But, you also need to realize that Melissa's moon sign is Scorpio. I'm not going to go deep into it, but when you have the mood of a Scorpio, you get angered very easily, and people can either be their best friend, or worst enemy. I understand how you feel about losing many things. Both me and Melissa have lost a lot, but she's lost a lot more than me. And she may give you a second chance soon, just don't try to force friendship. Like I said before, her moon sign is Scorpio. It depends. But, I think she'll give you another chance soon.